Fairly new to this. I want to explore my submissive side

Shy friendly and love to learn new things. I'm a single parent of two (young). One who is autistic. Love to read and listen to music.
I have a very stressful and busy life and only get free time on a sat. I have briefly explored playing and exploring bdsm and have enjoyed my submissive side. I would love to meet someone who would be willing to help me explore and be patient and kind. To help me to learn what things I like and dnt like. I know that I liked it when I was blindfolded and my wrists were tied up. I like being spanked and gently whipped with a fogger.

40, Bi