I bought a beginner bondage kit at my local sexy store( I prefer shopping public..

Im supposed to write something interesting here. Including what I am looking for in others here.
Here's something: I hate being told what to do and can be very rebellious. I'm feeling like a 16 year old hormonal boy, I want a strong man in bed to hold me down & lay over me holding my wrists then I want to get mad and ask him if he's ever turned control over to a woman then I want to make him beg for it and I'm feisty and I have girl powers ( I'm really pretty with a smoking hot ass) I want that guy that will turn over control, but is manly looking and can yell at me but only once then I will get mad. Uhhhh! Can't you all see I'm sexually confused & frustrated...uhh

53, Straight